31/365 Escape
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Random thoughts from the tall asian dude.
29/365 Balance
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Balancing on one foot to strengthen my bad ankle. Can also be done with eyes closed, intentionally shifting weight, looking in different directions, on a destabilizing object like a pillow or deweighting the heel of the load-bearing foot.
PT (and tracking down some newly persistent pain) seems to be uncovering weaknesses in other joints and muscle groups as well. Hoping that things will be better in the long run, but kind of disheartening at the moment.
New and Old
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New glasses.
I took a bunch of self-portraits to try and catch my new "hip" look, but the whole exercise kind of left me kind of down 'cause I could see the old. (this is actually one of the more benign ones.) It's creeping in from the edges. Trying to sneak up on me. But I can see it. I can see it in my face. I can see where it's going.
I look old. Or I feel like I look old. (And tired, too. Old and tired.) And paradoxically, I feel old, and yet I feel like I look older than I feel. Parse that one.
Anyway, it's all kind of a drag. This was actually going to be my photo for the day, but in the end I discovered that I liked how one of the other photos looked. Admittedly, because to some extent, I didn't like seeing the aging in myself.
And, of course, I should be working right now (not to mention doing a little drawing), so perhaps I'll just leave it at that.
27/365 Persistent Ice
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Yep, more pictures of icicles and sheets of ice.
I originally took the picture because I love the texture and shapes of the icicles as the water sublimates in the cold dry air.
I ended up liking the end result more because of the way it refracts the light of the blue sky while also reflecting it onto the brown tarp.
26/365 Back on line
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The Boiler had shut off because the water level had gotten too low.
Unfortunately, we seem to have a leak in one of the radiators, so the boiler loses water over time. When the water level gets too low, a failsafe shuts the boiler off -- which is good, or it'd probably burn the house down.
Of course, if you're not paying attention and don't check up on things on a regular basis (which happens a lot in our house), it gets REALLY COLD before you notice things are amiss and then takes a while for things to warm back up again.
On the other hand, at least it gave me something interesting to use as a photo subject for an otherwise uninspiring day.
25/365 sketchy
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Played with some caricatures of myself and the SOOTTAD today. Actually some improvement over past efforts, but still not quite where I want them to be.
Not the most interesting photos today, mostly because the others that I took either were redundant or didn't frame or focus the way I wanted them to. Oh well. I guess that's part of the process.
Weekend went fast -- not even remotely ready to get back to work tomorrow. Blargh.
Oh, and gong xi fa cai!
23/365 Nom, home edition
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Dericious fried rice made with fatty roast pork from Vinh Sun.
I may have mentioned that 2008 was a pretty mixed year... although my current theory is that the awesomest part of 2008 was actually just the tail end of the mostly super-awesome 2007, or perhaps to reframe, we had a glorious year of the boar, and the year of the rat mostly sucked balls.
Anyway, here we go.
Highlights:
Lowlights:
Stats:
21/365 Ceiling Lines
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Taken while icing during physical therapy. A quieter moment, feeling pretty good about the session, before the day took a dive into the shitter.
20/365 Warm enough
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Actually, it was still pretty cold today, but it warmed up enough mid-day for the icicles that had formed on one of the office mill buildings to crumble.
I wasn't really happy with today's photos in general; this was the best of the bunch that wasn't overly redundant (already had some pictures of the Pho restaurant that I frequent. The ones in the office just didn't come out the way I wanted them to.)
With work as it is, this project is going to get tricky. Not sure how I'm going to find things that are interesting. As far as CED goes, I might take a sketch break after I eat, but most of tonight needs to be devoted to work. Which kinda sucks, especially given the big deal that went on today.
19/365 centering
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It's been a mildly frustrating day -- just little things, but enough to have me a bit on edge. Tai Chi class was a good counter-balance, even if part of the reason I was so rattled was from fighting traffic and looking for parking to get there. And, I seem to have lost my art journal in the process.
I'm not sure what the universe is trying to tell me. But I'm trying to will myself to take a breather and get a little perspective.
Journal, Week 3
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Still squeezing in time to do some sketching; more portraits... speaking of which, I find that as soon as I've picked a subject in the wild, they move or switch positions. And I'm just not fast/good enough yet to deal. Not sure if part of my problem is that I'm doing these journal drawings in pen. (that just happens to be a constraint I've put on myself, at least for now -- trying to manage shading, contours and textures with this unforgiving medium to see if I can learn how to work with and/or around it. I did do some sketching in another sketchbook with a drafting pencil.) Anyway, I'd welcome suggestions and/or perspectives on dealing with this.
16/365 Icy Blue Sky
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5°F when I left the house this morning; hit a balmy 16° by late afternoon. Oy.
15/365 Traces of old friends
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We're still finding cat hairs on our clothes -- even things that we've acquired since we had to say goodbye to our kitties. Case in point, the orange-ish hairs I've found on the new black fleece jacket I got for Christmas.
He's gone, but still with us, in ways.
We miss him.
My brain continues to place expectation in strange places when I'm walking around the house.
14/365 One Cent
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Playing with the loupe magnifier; taken with 15x magnification with the macro setting enabled on the camera.
I'm definitely finding it difficult to get decent lighting and have been noticing that focusing is very sensitive to offset and angle between the lens and the loupe.
Not much else to report. Went to PT for my ankle this morning. Work is busy. It's cold. Just taking a few photos and doing a few little sketches because there isn't much time or opportunity to do much else.
That's pretty much it. See ya tomorrow.
13/365 Encased
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Was hoping to play with the loupe today or at least get a picture of the icicles outside the office, but I caught a glimpse of the shrub underneath our broken downspout, covered with snow and a thick coating of ice, so there you go.
Good thing, too, since the icicles I wanted to capture had fallen under their own weight last night and I didn't physically leave the building (not even for lunch) until well after dark. Oh well. I'm a little worried that these ice and snow pictures are going to get old real soon, but they'll do for now.
12/365 Loupe, there it is!
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So my loupe magnifier showed up in the mail today, so I'm looking forward to playing with my macro photography. I got the idea to order one after admiring the macro photos taken my tanakawho, who explains how she gets her amazing images with simple a point-and-shoot and a selection of loupes.
Good thing, too, since I got out of the office late tonight and all of my photos of the icicles outside the building looked like crap.
Journal, Week 2
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Still trying to capture some element from the day, although starting to doodle a little bit on the side as well. Did some sketching elsewhere, and will probably integrate some of Leah's cool suggestions for adding other stuff into the journal.
9/365 Swing Night
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First night back dancing after the ankle injury. Not too bad with preemptive ibuprofin and icing after I got home.
8/365 Icy Step
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Still got another dusting of snow/freezing rain last night, coating the steps (and walk and car) with another layer of ice.
7/365 Slushy
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Snow, freezing rain and ice pellets last night followed by freezing rain throughout the day leads to one slushy mess.
I shoveled the walks and driveway this afternoon (and cleared off the car) because I was worried that it would freeze tonight and be even more of a pain to deal with tomorrow morning, but I often stop and wonder whether I'm doin' it wrong.
Although I've been here for almost 20 years, I'm not from around here originally. Was I supposed to just let it melt? It *was* raining after all, and I didn't really see anybody else bothering. Although it's hard to gauge from the neighbors who drive buhgiant trucks that just drive over the mess.
Murphy's (and TallAsianDude's) Law would suggest that if I didn't shovel, it would freeze tomorrow and the mailman, and half the neighbors would slip on the resulting ice and sue my sorry ass.
Sometimes, it's better to be safe (if a little foolish) than sorry.
6/365 Spiral lights
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[Photo taken playing with motion and a slightly longer exposure]
We put up Christmas lights in the living room tonight.
Yes, on January 6th. (We found the lights in the attic last week, and thought it would be a nice touch for a going-away party this weekend.)
The SOOTTAD actually wanted to put up some lights outside too (lights that we bought just before Christmas). She says that outside holiday lights should be up for the whole winter. I'm not adamantly against it, but I'm feeling a bit too lazy to want to deal with it, and thankfully, she was ok with dropping the idea after she was reminded that we don't have an outside outlet.
CED2009: the day planner
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So this is part of my plan to keep up with my drawing for this challenge -- a small dayplanner calendar. It addresses a bunch of things that I found to be difficult the first time I tried to do one of these art every day things.
Because I can carry it around with me, I always have something that I can draw in. I also like having a record of things all in one place. I understand that some of the fun of this challenge (and of exploring creativity) can be to find new and unusual places to create art -- business cards, notebooks, napkins... you name it. (And other ways of thinking about what is art and what it is to be creative.) And I need to stop worrying about how things will turn out, and one of the easiest ways to do that is to draw on stuff that I know will be thrown away. But when I drew in different sketchbooks and journals, it felt less like a consolidated project, which somehow didn't feel as satisfying to me. I should probably just get over it. I think I will. But I think I'll do that in addition to the calendar.
Anyway, the calendar also a physical object that reminds me that I want to be drawing. I'm hoping that it will help get me into the right headspace to draw. And the smaller space and lines makes me worry less about drawing something "worthwhile." I'm hoping it'll let me play a bit.
I've noticed I've already turned it into something of a journal, recounting something that happened or something I did during the day. Hopefully I won't fall into a pattern and feel obligated to keep it up, although it's kind of fun to treat it that way right now.
So... so far, so good. Although I realize that the first few days have been easy -- a holiday, only one work day, and a weekend. I haven't had to balance this with my usual juggernaut of other activities. When everything else kicks in, that's where the real challenge will start. Hopefully it will be the break from the chaos rather than a burden or chore that's taking away from other things that I want to be doing.
5/365 Freezing Rain
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Fortunately, the ice was already melting when I left the house this morning, so there was no scraping required. I did, however, almost slip and fall on my ass on the way out of the house.
4/365 Starry Cookies
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Yep, another picture of food. Good thing I could break the pattern yesterday, or I'd feel an increasing pressure to make this 365 days of photos of food.
3/365 Sketchy Wiring
3.1/365 New light fixture
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Hey.
So you may have noticed all the posts recently with the weird titles. It's probably obvious, but I kinda decided to try this whole "Project 365" thing that's been bouncing around the interwebs -- basically, take a photo a day for a whole year. Anyway, I'm going to try to take pictures every day and plan on posting a daily photo. As some of you may have already noticed, there will be some fudging of posting dates, mainly because I've got some latent OCD and want the posting date to match the photo date. But really, it'll be just the posting date. We'll see how THAT goes.
But wait, there's more!
Just to relive my overachieving college days, I'm also going to try to do some drawing every day. (which will maybe evolve into some bigger creative projects) A few years ago, I participated in a thing called Art Every Day Month that was started by my friend Leah. She's gone on to inspire a great many people to express their creativity and now has started a creative every day challenge. Basically, do something creative every day, and recognize the creativity in the things you are doing.
I suppose I'd already have my bases covered taking daily photos, so I'd get credit or something without having to do the extra work... but the whole point is that I want to work on my drawing, so... I guess there you go.
It feels like I'm making New Year's Resolutions, and I guess I sort of am, even though me and Resolutions parted ways a long time ago... and I was happier for it. But 2008 really went sour towards the end there, and it's still left a bad taste in my mouth. (To start with, I'm still broken, and the lack of activity isn't helping.) Anyway, it seemed like a good thing to give myself some goals, keep myself occupied, focus my energy... and maybe some good will come of it.
We'll see how it goes.
And maybe I'll try running another marathon in the fall.
[still to come... 2008 year in review.]